Right now is the last day before a new year for me. Tomorrow is my birthday! It may sound strange but it is a day I’ve never been too fond of. I never know what to do with myself on my birthday and I also have a deep sense of time passing. It’s as if all at once, time has completely leaped forward in that one day and I’m a year older.
It makes the passage of time feel fast instead of the gradual movement I’d like it to be.
It’s a day where I do like to reflect on the past year and look ahead. Almost like a New Years for me.
So, this past year has been pretty dang amazing! I completed my first year of teaching in the classroom full time, and I feel like I’ve brought myself back to life after graduating college. I’ve developed a new identity instead of a college student. I’ve started this blog (really transferred it to WordPress instead) and I’ve been able to travel!
I feel like God has really led me through some tough times, and I can’t help but praise Him!
Next year, I’m really looking forward to working more on my teaching and reaching out more. It’s time. ๐ Also, so looking forward to see where RockyMountainCollection and this blog goes!
Confession: I usually always cry on my birthday. I’m not really sure why. Usually it’s a mix of bittersweetness at the passage of time and sadness and excitement for what lies ahead.
I used to be angry that I’d cry. Aren’t you supposed to be happy on your birthday? I feel like most people are. But really, I’ve decided it’s okay. It’s good to be aware of what a new portion of life means. Even if that awareness comes through tears. Each year is important and distinct.
This year, I’m ready. Ready for a new year, a new start. I’m looking forward to spending time with my family in the mountains and dear friends next week! A family member is letting me borrow his fancy camera, and I’m ready to document the adventures ahead. Who knows what fun times this year holds?
Wishing you a truly wonderful weekend!
-Caitlin
theurbanblender says
I am much older than you,but I have found age is just a number. I am fortunatate to have good health,two fabulous cameras,an iPad,mobile phone and the whole wide world to photograph and share with family and friends. You need never grow old mentally. Cover all your mirrors up and you can be thirty forever.
Caitlin says
Haha I like that perspective! ๐ Good way to look at things!!!
E. Denise Billups says
Happy birthday, Caitlin! I agree with how you feel. Another year goes by so quickly. But realize this is your special day, the day you were born. Be selfish! Live it up, have fun. We never know what tomorrow brings so revel in the change, that’s you!
Denise
Caitlin says
Thank you Denise! You are so very right. ๐
Debbie L says
Awwww. So mature to feel that way!
Mysticalwriter says
Happy birthday